My friends and I decided to try ecstasy on New Year's Eve, just something to do to celebrate the occasion. There were six of us, and two of them had already rolled before. They were very enthusiastic, sharing stories about how much fun it was going to be.

Personally, I felt a bit anxious. I tend to overthink things, and I was worried that I might have a bad trip or something because I had no idea what I was getting into. I usually got really stoned from even a small amount of weed, so I wondered what this ecstasy would do to me. Little did I know, it would turn out to be one of the best nights of my life.

We took the pills a little after 9:30. We had just eaten some food not long before, and now we were ready to roll. I only took one pill, and 45 minutes later, I still felt nothing. A couple of my friends were already starting to feel the effects, and I began to suspect that it might not affect me. So, I took another pill (we were taking white hearts that night) and settled down on the couch to relax. While smoking a cigarette, I started to feel a bit strange. This was nothing like being stoned; my mind felt clear and liberated. The best way I can describe the sensation of rolling is that my mind was floating in bliss (hence the title). Soon enough, I was up and dancing just like everyone else. Water had never tasted so refreshing, and cigarettes had never felt so satisfying. We also had a couple of vapor-rub inhalers, which really did the trick, I must say.

Most of the night was spent lounging on each other, as the feeling of someone’s leg draped across mine felt like the best sensation in the world. We had all been close friends for a long time, but since some of us had moved away to college, we had lost touch somewhat. This night brought us all back together. I had never felt such love for my friends. I would lay back, close my eyes, and reflect on how much these people meant to me, marveling at how we had grown apart at all. The only downside to the night was that I felt so bonded to one of my girlfriends after this experience that I couldn’t get her out of my mind. We lay in each other’s arms for most of the night, just gazing at one another. It was the most incredible feeling I have ever experienced. Ecstasy is truly the perfect name for this drug—pure happiness.

Around 3:30, we all started to come down from the ecstasy, so we decided to smoke a joint to help us drift off to sleep. It didn’t work quite as we had hoped, but it was a great idea! Not two minutes after we put the roach in the ashtray, we were all rolling again. By around 5, I headed to my bed, hoping to sleep. This proved to be nearly impossible. The entire night felt like I would close my eyes, only to open them again moments later, and before I knew it, everyone was up and moving around.

The next day, I experienced a few little 'flashbacks,' you might call them. I would think back to the night before, and a deep sigh would escape my lips. I felt a twinge of sadness that it was over, but I was grateful it had happened. It was a fantastic experience, and I wouldn’t hesitate to do it again. The environment added so much to the experience, and I have never felt closer to my friends than I do now.

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